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Time: 08/05/2006 9:35 PM
Just A Paper Dragon....As I remember my young cousin on the anniversary of his death it is not unfamilar ground I am covering. I listen to this song mix daily on my iPod I have for a whole year now. I think about his life and his death. I think about my involvement with my cousins, I came blasting into their lives like a paper dragon.
But what have I really done for them? Nothing. I admire the girls so much, they are so strong and such wonderful mothers, and such excellent people and they all did it by themselves. I have forgiven Clint. He didnt wound me like he did those who were truly close to him. He was a gentle soul. Passionate. Maybe he knew best in some Cosmic Way. Maybe it was a natural death and we need to let him go. But for those who love it is hard to let go of your heart. To the living and the dead I say NAMASTE....I salute your souls. |
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No one gets where they are by themselves.
I haven't forgiven him yet. I'm just moving into the anger thing. It kind of sucks.
Thank you for the kind words. You are right ofcourse, none of us gets where they are by themselves. I am trying with my talents to cook up some connectivity that wont overwhelm or burden us to have some time together to play and recharge and have some joy and new memories.
Thank you for letting me be part of your family. I love you and the boys so much.
You take care. More on Team Sane.